.Wednesday, May 6, 2009 ' 12:19 AM Y
Sometimes I really wonder why people do so much yet they get NOTHING but SHIT. Is God trying to tell us that we shouldn't help and let's all be bad peeps?
I feel very unwanted sometimes. And although I may look like I don't give a shit, actually I do. Just keeping silent. School is like just school time. Work is like just work time. Nothing special. Just sit there, do your work, and go home. Oh and not forgetting, talk with friends. Sometimes even maybe lunch together.
Yes, I do feel happy sometimes. But the feeling comes and goes every now and then. I wonder what people see me as. Really. It's really sad to see people drifting apart. I'm one of them. I sometimes feel that nobody no longer gives a shit about me though. Ha. Maybe it's just me. My attitude and everything. Maybe. I don't know cause nobody's telling me, so I can't change.
So to all friends out there, please tell me if you have anything against me or whatsoever cause I don't want people to despise me and me not knowing the reason. Yup.
And as for my bf wise, I'm really happy that we could have come this far wih all those nonsense stuffs happening every now and then. I hope people wouldn't be calling us superglue or whatever you name it. Cause he's gonna go army very soon and that means I wouldn't have time to spend with him anymore. :(
I just want my baby no matter what. Cause I know he's always the best to me. I love you pooot pooot baby.
And lastly, I don't wanna be nice anymore. I shall stop doing things for people who don't appreciate the stuffs that I do. Goodbye.
p.s Have I mentioned that my hamster is the cutest thing ever on earth? Fat and hairy like a ball which sleeps like almost anywhere. It slept on my sofa. Aww. Cute little Bogo. And Bogo does nothing but eats and sleeps
( like me )<--typed by my bf, and forcing me not to delete it. He doesn't care whether you poke him when he's asleep. All he want is his dreamy sleep~ Bogo is a lazy pig. I love Bogo!
♥ Sharlene
♥ Loving since 29 Nov 2008