.Sunday, August 30, 2009 ' 10:16 PM Y
Days with my bf had been great! It doesn't matter how much time we spent tgt, be it 5 days, or 5 mins, I enjoy every single second of it. Friday met baby at town to walk walk and get some stuffs. Baby surprised me by getting me Godiva chocolates from taka! LOVE LOVE! And the chocolate were damn ex. 6 pieces for $25+? Love my bf so much cause he really pampers me, like what mummy says.
We wanted to watch final Destination 4 but the tickets were sold out. So we head to my house. Mummy wasn't around for the whole night so we were left alone at home. Baby used the com while i lay down on my bed. But unknowingly I fell asleep. Hehe. Sorry darling.
Woke up in the morning to get food, mummy came back too. I went back to sleep after eating. Baby joined me later on. And we woke up at 4, when our movie is at 4.20pm. Haha. Rushed off and went to buy water. Watch the movie and i must say it wasn't really very nice. I wanna watch the proposal!
Anyway let me blog about today. Woke up and accompanied mummy to get her exam results. She passed! Haha. My happy mother. Went to eat and came home to do housework. After a while she went out to do her nails while I got prepared to go meet baby. Bus-ed to his house and waited for him to get prepared. Headed off to Pasir ris and ate at fish Manhattan. Was really rush. In the end we got a complimentary lifetime 10% off cause the food took quite long to arrive.
Sent baby off to his camp. :( And took a bus home. Bathed and changed Bogo. He smell soooo nice now. My fatty bogo. Love love! Baby is still jealous of Bogo. I still love you piggy fat lips lau sheng lian! :P And thank you baby for paying my $70 hp bills for me. Goodnight peeps!
.Saturday, August 29, 2009 ' 10:34 PM Y
I love my boyfriend so much. Thanks for treating me like a princess baby. I enjoyed the times we spent tgt all these while. And I just wanna let you know that you're my everything.
.Tuesday, August 25, 2009 ' 9:20 PM Y
I didn't even bother blogging these few days. Guess I'm gettina bored of blogging huh, since I already have a personal diary for Baby. Anyway, stayed over at granny's on friday. Sat baby booked out. And I went to Pasir Ris to meet him! After that we headed to meet Weng mun, victor and andrew at bukit timah to eat and talk. They were talking about army all the way until victor suddenly realised I was bored. Haha. So they started talking about sth else.. Hahah.
Went back to baby's house and bathed and passed him the diary. He was surprised. Hehe. I'm glad you like it dearest. I'll continue to update everyday till the last page of the book! I promise. It was really nice to be in my Baby's arms once again, with him hugging me tightly to sleep and giving me a (many)morning kiss(es) when we both wake up. I love being pampered by Lau Sheng Lian.
Work was shit. Till today. I'm getting quite sick of it. I really hate working life. I realised that working life is all the same, be it when you're doing retail, or office. Sigh. Such a cruel world. And baby, I'm so proud you got Gold for your NAPFA. Let's hope you can book out on Thurs alright? :)
Right now I'm so sick, thinking what's going on for me everyday. I shall not do anymore OT. And if I have to, I'll leave. I won't bother staying behind for any reasons or whatsoever. Fuck it.
.Thursday, August 20, 2009 ' 10:59 PM Y
I went to work as usual, and work was the same, really boring. *Yawns* Ate at Holiday Inn again. After work, I headed off to Tanah Merah to meet HanLin and Samantha. HL drove off to the destination.
My heart was racing. From the car, till the place. When we were asked to enter the room, I saw the coffin. I didn't bear to walk closer to it. And every step I took was hard. We stood in front of her picture. That face, that beautiful face. Nobody dared to look at her. But we did in the end. I saw her. She looked so different. Her lips were bruised. It was.. Really heartbreaking.
I know she didn't meant to end her life. I know. It was a moment of rashness. That's what her dad thought so too. Stayed on for the service. Went to take a look at Nicole again. Sigh. Really such a waste. She was really so perfect.
Anyway, baby is going for another stupid camp. And he won't be able to call me for a few days. Tmr's the company's bbq. I don't know if it'll be enjoyable. I hope it'll be. Saturday is the day I'll be waiting. Botak's book out day. Can't wait. Really. I missed him so damn much.
Baby, do you know that I'v been thinking and talking about you for the whole time? You are the perfect one. I love you.
.Wednesday, August 19, 2009 ' 8:47 PM Y
It never occurred to me that one day it'll happen to me. My primary school classmate passed away yesterday. And that silly girl died cause she committed suicide. Such a beautiful girl, such a talented girl, and such a wonderful person, just died like that. I remember how popular she was in Primary school. I remember how sisterly she was, and I remember she always have hot bfs. She was so perfect. I'm really shocked and speechless. And I don't know how to react. Seriously.
Rest in peace Nicole dearest. You will be missed.
.Saturday, August 15, 2009 ' 12:43 AM Y
YAYYYY. BLOGGER IS FINALLY FIXED. DAMMIT LA STUPID BLOGGER.
Anywaysss..
I cried really hard yesterday. The pain is acting up again. But this time, it was worst. I bled, alot. The pain was intolerable. I didn't want to cry. I wanted to be strong. But I just couldn't take it. I wanted baby to be here for me. I wanted him to care and hug me and kiss me. I wanted him here. I couldn't even contact him. Nobody knew how it felt. I miss Lau Sheng Lian so much. So damn much. Baby can you please quick come back to me? :'"(
I cried while eating medication, I cried while I was walking, and I cried while I was lying down. It was painful, both physically, and mentally. All I wanted to do, was to breakdown. I didn't want to suffer like this anymore. Mummy came home and kissed my hands, and sayang me. I love my mother so much too. Thanks mum for being so understanding, so loving, and for being such a great mother. I felt like a baby once again, yesterday.
I woke up this morning, feeling much better, but still bleeding. This has been going on for a few months already. And my appointment is still far from now. Sigh. I really wish nothing bad is gonna happen. I don't wanna die! And I'm really scared.
Anyway, today's updatee...
Went to work, and I swear today was a freaking slack day. Went to the hotel to do registration, and sit there, talk rubbish, and eat. I swear I was stealing the hotel's food. Lol. Although the food didn't belong to us. But I was really tempted ok!
After that went back to office to have a "short" briefing. And went to Bugis to meet up with the guys. Went to eat at Busgis food court. And Sharon + co. wanted to play Tekken(Yeah I know, wth right.) But too bad for them, it was freakin crowded. So we proceeded on to our Arab streeet!
Guess you all knew why we went there already right? SHEESHAA~ And I finally lose my 1st time to it. LOL. Was kinda fun, all 7 of us. Syam, CheeFai, Sharon, Kenneth, Yaorong, Weisheng and me. Took pics, talk about some really sick stuffs and left home around 11. So home sweeet home, here I am. Gonna upload pics sooon!
p.s. I lost my 1st kiss to a girl called Sharon. I want somemore! HAHAHA~
.Thursday, August 13, 2009 ' 8:28 PM Y
I hate blogger and I don't know why. Anyway, work is improving day by day. But getting more and more exhausted every single day. Omg. What is happening?!
Anyway, everyday have been skype-ing and vid editing. And ya, just like that. My life everyday. I have noone to talk to at night. Baby is not hereee! BOOHOOO. And I'm still behaving myself very well. Hehe.
Tmr going to the hotel for the thingy. Gotta wear formal. :( Boring~ After that sheesha time! YAYYYYY~
.Tuesday, August 11, 2009 ' 10:10 PM Y
Yesterday after baby booked in, went shopping with mother and sissy. Took a bus to Fareast and shopped shopped shopped. It was a rather nice feeling. Just the 3 of us. Girls day out! Hahaa.
We shopped for quite a while and ate at HANS and proceeded with shopping. Mum's annual dinner is coming and she needed to get retro stuffs. So we entered this costume shop and spent a few hours in there! Mum finally bought her stuffs. We made her wear an alfro wig, a bob cut, and a long hair wig. HAHA. Freaking hilarious. I was laughing till my stomach was hurting like nuts.
We were 3 very happy ladies yesterday. Bonding time with family like that. It's been so long since we had this tgt. I loved it, actually. Bought masks and a pair of wedges. The money baby gave me to eat is goneee~ Sorry baby. :( I am a spendrift. I didn't use the $ to eat. But I was so tempted!
I felt so guilty after buying those stuffs. But I'm a girl. And girls wanna look nice too right? Hehe. Came home and used the com and think of my baby. Is my baby doing well? Why hasn't he called to say goodbye before going for his field camp. And just then he called. I miss him and I didn't bear to hang the phone. I called him just to hear the recording of the phone. :( BOO HOOO!
Today I didn't kno wwhy I was so darn tired. I dozed off almost every minute. The exaggerating part was dozing off while I was peeing. I swear! Lol. Today is a freaking exhausted x 1000000000000 day. And I think I might know the reason why. Heh heh. :x
Went to get a diary for myself just now at AmkHub with sis. I am gonna write this diary everyday for baby. And when he books out, he'll be able to see how much love i put in it. And also know how much I miss him.
Goodnight peeps!
.Monday, August 10, 2009 ' 2:34 PM Y
FIELD CAMP~~~
There it goes, my nightmare. Sigh. I miss him already. It's only been.. 20 mins since he left. Baby didn't allow me to send him to pasir ris cause he was afraid he couldn't bear to leave. :( But I miss him so much!
Oh ya, we went to watch our movie yesterday. UP! A MUST WATCH! I rate it 10/10. Loved the movie, enjoyed the movie. We watched till 12 and left for home. Baby tried talking to me at night, but I was a little exhausted. And was on the verge of dozing off. Hehe. Sorry baby.
Slept around 3 plus 4. And woke up to eat our breakfast and slacked for a while before baby left. I swear I'm gonna be a good gf to you darling. And I will.
Randomzxzzx
.Sunday, August 9, 2009 ' 2:46 PM Y
So many things have happened lately. Went to pick baby up on Friday from Pasir ris, after work. Before that rushed to TM to get his fav cookies and rushed back to Pasir ris. I thought I would be late, but ended up I was damn early. So I went to pay my bills and stuffs and waited. I swear it was bloody hot. I was perspiring like mad.
Saw baby and it really made me happy. Took a cab to his house and stayed over for 2 days. Really nice. My mother is really understanding. She's beginning to treat me like an adult I guess. Love you mummy! And the next day me and baby went out, to town.
Was thinking whether we should go to a club. But guess what. No more feel for clubs! YAY. Baby is happy, I hope. Then he doesn't have to worry anymore. We went to Social House and stayed till 2 am. I guess I'm getting sick and tired for clubs. Which is really a good thing. Came back baby's place and bathed and slept. Really tired. Ytd ladies night at SH and bloody hell, so many sluts were cutting my queue when queueing up for free flow of drinks. Pissed.
Anyway, today's plans: Watch movie, have a nice talk with baby and tomorrow, gonna go shopping with mummy. And baby is gonna leave me for field camp! :( For SIX bloody days I can't talk to him and I swear I will be on the verge of going crazy.
After the six days of torture, i still have another WEEK b4 I can see my botak again. :(
Anyway, HAPPY NATIONAL DAY TO EVERYONE. Cheers~
.Tuesday, August 4, 2009 ' 8:31 PM Y
YAY. This bloody blogger is finally solved. Cause I used IE. Google chrome is the bloody problem I think.
Anyway, nothing much today.
Just that I miss my baby so bloody much.
Really wanna see him soon! 3 MORE DAYS. HEH HEH HEH.
Bloody pissed with some people.
C.C.C.T.R.
G.H.L.Y.M.S.
F.S.N.
S.S.G.N.D
.Monday, August 3, 2009 ' 9:25 PM Y
HELIEW. This bloody blogger still don't work. I so wanna crash this bloody shit thing.
Life still sucks without my boy. I miss him so much.
Today work sucked. Like totally. I'm losing my motivation already. Arghh.
I hate everything. For now.
.Saturday, August 1, 2009 ' 10:20 PM Y
Yesterday after bloggin and ranting, baby made my day by dropping by at 12am. He took a cab just to see me, and right after he booked out. Bloody camp. Taking up so much of his time! Angry.
He accompanied me till around 2 am, and took a cab home cause he had to go for his airforce checkup today. :( But we kinda quarrelled till 3 am. Sorry baby. I knew I shouldn't have talked like that. I know you're really tired. My bad.
Today intially I wanted to go down to pick my baby up, but I kinda sleep till I don't know anything. Baby came to my house instead. Hehe. And he slept like a pig la. Still drool on my bolster. Eeee, smelly~
Went to watch the hangover as sj told me it was kinda funny. But i didnt really enjoy the show. Lol. Dammit. But overall still ok la. Went to eat sushi with darling and we were talking about what would happen if he needed to go overseas for over 10 mths. If you wanna be a pilot in army, you have to go through all these. I'm really afraid. I don't want it to happen, but at the same time, I want the best for my baby. I know it's his ambition. So if it really happens, I want him to go, pursue his dreams, while I wait patiently for this boy of mine.
And baby, it's true. I get angry when you don't sms me or call me or not hear anything from you. The reason's simple. I'm worried. And it's because I love you. Everything I do is because of you. I gym cause of you, I don't go clubs because of you, I don't smoke because of you. I really want you to know that I love you and willing to do almost anything I can for you.
Oh and we went to the Body Shop. He bought his facial foam and I bought a concealer. Didn't take note of the price. And when we went to the counter, the bloody concealer costs 30 bucks AFTER discount. WTHHH. Wanted to go change for the normal one but baby didn't allow me to. Thanks baby, for buying it for me. :)
We came home and slacked for a while before baby headed home. Need to book in at 1 tmr. Sickening. Book out so late den go in so early. Stupid or what. Anyway, I seriously don't know what's wrong with this bloody blogger. I cant change my text size, color, alignment. Wahlaooooo. Pissed.
So damn cute i tell you. Lol. 
♥ Sharlene
♥ Loving since 29 Nov 2008