I must say these 3 weeks of OCS will not be easy for me. It's only been 3 days and I'm already feeling like a piece of shit. This will be much worse than the 2 weeks confinement during bmt. I miss him so much already. The bloody camp doesn't allow him to talk to me.:( It's taking away all his time from me! It's stealing my baby away!!! I'm not feeling good.

I wish these few weeks will pass really fast. I'm lonely, really lonely. Luckily for me, I have nice friends around to meet up and stuffs. If not I don't know what's gonna happen to me. Thank you my wonderful friends!

Anyway I'm beginning to get really sick during work. Don't know why but all the blame is pushed to me sometimes. Oh well. Fuck it, srsly.