Hellooooooooo~ I'm dying to go Sentosa's Halloween! Anyone wanna go? :( It's pretty scary if you go in small groups, maybe 2-3 ppl. As what I heard from my friends, if you were to go in small groups, it also means you have to enter the "haunted house" alone. Uber scary! But I'm really dying to go leh. :)

Yesterday went out with Cheryl and got masks. Like a lot. Haha. Wanted to go the costume shop to get my costume for halloween but it was so freaggin packed. I almost killed myself. Waited for a long time but the crowd still wouldn't subside. So it was when I decided not to celebrate halloween by clubbing. Oh well. :/

After shopping, we headed to Kallang to meet Jerry, Qing sheng and john. Went to Geylang to eat frog porridge. Sedap nia! Hehe. Then we ate durians; 3 for $20. Eat until wanna vomit. Good quality but the durians were so big.

Walked arounf Geylang and saw a few *ahem* Sigh, why must people ruin their life like that. Why is the world so unfair. And as for the world ending in 2012, I have to admit I'm scared. I didn't believe it at first but I went online to search for it and the matter seemed so real, and so serious. I don't want the world to end! I wanna marry Lau Sheng Lian and have many many junior Laus:"(

Geyland is really not a place for girls to go anyway. There's really a lot of tikopeh(pervert). I almost wanted to dig out their brains and eyes yesterday. Today I stay home and watched my Boys over flowers. Finally finished the whole series. I know I'm a bit slow, hehe. Gu Gun Pyo is so handsome! Omg. Baby is gonna be jealous again. *Jealous alert*

Okay tmr gotta go school for the video thing. Needa sleep early! Bye peeps!

Monday I went to school for MP briefing. We gotta know our projects. Video animation. Hmm. Went to find George Yam and asked him to elaborate on our project. We wither had to do a video on a 3D environment with real life objects, OR 3D objects with real life environment. It might seem easy but I don't have any idea how to start. :/

After briefing, 5 of us (dian, jm, nan, sj, me) headed over to TM for pizzahut! We were seriously famished. Ordered quite a bit and went of to T1. Ate Frolick! At long last! The ice cream was addictive man. I came home, wanting more. Hahaha.

Tuesday went to school again for the video job briefing. Me and sj were separated from dian, nan n jm. BAHHH. No fair! And on the actual day I think I have to sit alone. Neh neh pok. Hopefully the films are not so disgusting.

Went to library to borrow a number of books. Heavy! Came home and bought dinner for mum n sis, and myself and slacked. Couldn't sleep after talking to baby so I went to find Bogo and Baobao. When I observed them, I realised what really cute creatures they were. I finally realised how Bogo got all the beddings up to his 2nd level house. He made several trips, up and down, putting some beddings in his mouth. Damn adorable!!!!! And bao bao sleeps on his back. So fat! Hehehe. Ok gonna go out later! Gotta get prepared! Bye peeps!

Friday night was the night! Night Safari with my cousins and 1st uncle. Halloween night! Haha. Everyone was so excited about it. And while we were in the car, we were wondering what it's gonna be like. When we finally reached, it was where our nightmare began. There were so many wandering "souls" around. We were chased by the "joker" and hell, it was scary. My little cousin cried. The bigger ones like me were screaming and running around the place. OK, ok, i have to admit the Soh family are scardey cats. Haha. I think we were the only group of people screaming every 5 minutes.

The place was really a nightmare. Everywhere we went, there will be some clowns or vampire wandering around. Some of them would just stand behind you, not saying a word and then when you turned over, BOO. You get a heart attack. Yes, that's how horrible it was. There's this time when we were queueing up for tickets. From the corner of my eyes, I saw "something" behind me. She was wearing a red dress with long hair. My first reaction: Run to the front and held on to my cousin tight.

Cousin: What?
Me: SHHHH, BEHIND, COME ALREADY...... *Shows the cramped face*
Cousin: Where???????
Me: Behind only la the red dress one.
Cousin: HAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

That's when I realised that it was an indian woman queueing up for tickets also. Luckily I didnt scream or else it'll be a total insult to her. Hahaha.

Night safari was really fun. Although it almost scared the shit outta us. We were chased so many times, screamed like a million times and by the end of the day, our face was "cui" or unglam. LOL. Pics will be uplodaded soon.

Anyway ytd was grandma's birthday dinner and everyone turned up even my baby. Ate alot, like a pig. Baby had to stop me. That's sad. Lol. And went off to somewhere else for some events. After that came back to my place to sleep.

As usual, I hate sundays cause it's book in days. BAHHH. Goodnight peeeeeps.

Wow.. I've certainly been rotting during the holidays. That's what happens when my baby is not around. Boo hoo. Haven't really been going out except for going for some rubbish interviews with fucked up salesgirl from Create Talents. Her service and attitute is complete bullshit. Hello? You don't FORCE someone to pay for your stupid portfolio, you don't FORCE someone to pay a deposit. You don't think you KNOW me by looking at just my horoscope. Bitch. Fuck-ed up.

Anyway I'm gonna to the library to borrow some books later. Sissy is gonna follow me. Hehe. We are thew both lonely souls who have each other now. Not so bad afterall! I love my sis! HEHEHEHE.

Freshly done French manicure

The week has been great! SIP is finally over after 3 whole months. I hate to contradict myself but I'm starting to miss being there. The office now is livelier compared to the time when I first started work. Everyone is like a family there. A big family. On my last day there, the whole office went to a hotel to eat. They wanted a farewell lunch. And michael gave all of us a treat! Thanks Michael!:)

Baby came to fetch me after work. Waited for me outside my office. Hehe! Went to Bugis to do stuffs and quickly got out of that bloody place cause it was f-ing packed. So damn irritating. Headed off to eat and home sweet home to baby's place. Dozed off quite easily, both of us, cause we were exhausted. Woke up in the morning and ate his mum's cooking.

Left home to town and met up with his parents to eat Billy Bombers. Left a while later to catch our movie. We watched "Imagine that". A very nice show. I feel it's worth watching. Eddie Murphy's shows are a must to watch! Hilarious man.

AFter the movie, we went to Suntec. Wanted to get donuts from the donut factory but it was closed. Poor baby emo-ed. :( But we went to Esplanade after that. It was really nice, sitting there with your loved one, looking at the scenary, talking our hearts out, sharing our feelings. I loved it. As soon as i started feeling tired, we cabbed back again. Bathed and did mask and slept.

Today ate his mum's chilli crab! Yummy~ Didnt really go anywhere today but I'm happy enough that I can spend quality time with my darling. I hate Sundays cause I always have to leave my baby. Always looking forward to the next book out! :)

1 more week to end of SIP! Yayyy! And then here comes the 2 weeks holidays. But why am I not excited? Cause I'll be so lonely! My gut feeling is that I'll rot at home for the whole 2 weeks.(Except for maybe once a week out with friends)

Friday I surprised my beloved baby! I hope he liked my surprise. Friday after work, I trained over to Boon Lay and walked around Jurong point while w

aiting for baby. I bought some stuffs for his 1st surprise(secret, hehe). After that went over to the florist to get flowers for darling. Who says girls can't give guys flowers? And while waiting for the florist to pack the flowers, I went to buy a Domokun handphone pouch for baby. And went back to the florist to collect my flowers. I saw a bear which was kinda adorable. It was actually a recorder.

I bought the teddy bear and recorded my voice in the shop. Hehe. Everyone was staring at me while I was holding on to the bear and saying:"I wove my baby!" But baby was reaching and I won't have any other time to record anymore.

Went to eat and cabbed home to his place. Baby was a happy boy that night right? :)

The next day we went to town and shopped for that pig's formal wear. Shopped for the whole day. And I managed to buy a sandal from Pedro which costs $60! My most expensive pair of sandals. Heart pain. Haha. Baby spent a lot that day too. Money fly away~

Went back home and spend quality time with darling. I liked the feeling where we would cudle up in bed and talk about anything, and everything. Baby read my diary, as usual and gave me a kiss after every entry. And I started crying when he asked me if I would allow him to go have a try of become a pilot, which also means he has to go overseas. I cried cause I'm afraid noone will be there for me for that long time. But as much as I don't want him to go, I can't be selfish. Sigh. I really don't know what to do. I wish I could die this second.

Yesterday waited for baby to pack his army stuffs and we took an afternoon nap and headed off to bukit panjang plaza to eat. Baby bought a straightener cum curler for me. It costs a bomb!($170) Hehe, I'm so pampered. After that went home while he went back to camp.

And I miss my baby like hell right now! I want him to faster call me!! NOW NOW NOW! :p

EH OHHH~

How's your day people? I realised how much I missed school today! And my friends! I CAN'T WAIT TO GO BACK SCHOOL BABY!!!!!!!!~

Although we're gonna have mp, at least I still have my friends with me. I'm sure we'll help one another. I missed those talks and gossips and crapping in school. I missed having lunch with girls. I miss seeing them, I miss my friends. I miss school. I really do..

And to my honey bunnny sweetie lou gong(hehe), I miss you the most! I can't wait to see you again too. Muacks muacks darwing~ I LOVE YOU!

And to my bestest brother, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Old man already. Hehe.

Bro and Sis

My really handsome son, Bogo

Sisters!

Grandma and me. (Those young days..)

SIP was okay today. Maybe because we have more people in our office now. John and QingSheng came over today. Haha. It was kinda fun, to have them around. :)

And I miss my *dear dear*. Feels weird calling him that. Haha! Ok fine I miss my baby boy! Muacks muacks muacks!

Can't wait to see him again! This week is gonna be a party and happy week! Sat St james with lisa, Jason and baby! And we might be going to Batam this weekend! Yayyyy~

Oh how many days have passed, amd how much things I have got to say! This week was passed pretty fast. I met with with My bro, Shane on Wed. We went to Bugis to shop! Supposedly he was the one who was supposed to be shopping, but it ended up I did most of it. Haha! Oops, sorry bro! Hehe.

It was really nice catching up with him after so long. It's been a million years since I last caught up with him. I feel loved. Aww. Bro got me a gift for my birthday. :) So happy! It's like he's really those kind who saves money and yet he bought the $80 stuffs for me. Hehe. I love my bro!

He kept saying I'm fat, needa lose weight. Argh, I tot once my bf was in army I would have peace, but seems like I was wrong. Both Shanes are the same. Omg. Freaky. They have so much things in common. Like:

I will never forget my brother Shane, for all the things he have done for me since I was in Secondary one. Ha.. Those school times.. How I missed it. Brother was always there to look after me in school, and never fails to be there for me, till now. He was the one who encouraged me, the one who stood by me when I'm in trouble. And never fails to stand by me. And last but not least, he saved my relationship with Mr lau sheng lian. W/o him, I think I wouldn't be with my beloved and I wouldn't know what would become of me. I am so lucky to have a brother like him. I swear noone can ever replace him as my bestest brother.

Bro, please take good care of your health. I know life now is not easy for you. I know you're suffering, please don't try to take it if you can't. Don't wish to see you breakdown. :) Sis is always here for you.

Yesterday was the sex! I enjoyed myself! The reason is simple: I get to see my bestest sister friend Lisa! I missed working with her. It was really fun. Missed those times too. After work, I went to Tiong Baru to meet up, we ate Sakae Sushi and we talked about everything under the sun. I realised how long I haven't been meeting her, and there were so much to catch up. Accompanied her for a manicure session and we headed off to her home, followed by a nearby pub to warm up for our clubbing time. Her bf(Jason) came down too. And I'm really glad he did!

We went to Powerhouse by 11. And we had a drink or two before finding my brother Shane at Dragonfly. Full house, but we managed to get in cause brother is a full-time performer there. So honoured! We watched the performance for around half an hour before going back to powerhouse again. We stood at the divider. So no one could get close to us. But wrong, this group of desperate guys were dancing closer and closer to us. I looked at Lisa and said: Lisa how? OMG, they are coming closer, omg, how?!!?!" She laughed at me and said my reaction was damn funny. :(

So the only solution was to sms Jason(who was buying drinks at the bar). This was what I smsed him: "Faster come back! Guys tackling alert! Come to our rescue quick!" And within less than a minute, he came back. Phew, close shave. Me and Lisa and Jason were totally enjoying ourselves. Hehe. They really took great care of me. I really hope they tie the knot soon, so I can be their bridesmaid! :)

When me and lisa went out for a break and when we came back, Jason told us he told the guys off. Cause they had the cheek to ask him whether they could dance with me. That's why I said I was glad Jason was there. He was our bodyguard fr the whole night, as well as our guardian angel. Hehehe. There were so many despos in the clubs. And baby, who says girls confirm get touched in clubs? I proved you wrong darling. And I really behaved myself. I really did. I am now fully confident to say you are all that matters to me. No one, not even the hottest guy would interest me. I will never leave you baby. Never. I'm gonna spend the rest of my life with you.

Can't wait for you to book out! Missed you so much. These 2 weeks have been a torture, and there's still another week to go. At least I get to see you on Sunday. Not so bad. Hehe. Muacks baby! Muacks to lisa and bf! Muacks to brother! I love you all!