.Sunday, January 31, 2010 ' 1:01 PM Y
This week has been awesome! Baby is finally back in my arms! Hehe. But sleeping beside him at night has been a nightmare for me. He snores like damn loudly! The previous night I was woken up by him and couldn't get back to sleep so I played online games till 5AM and was feeling damn tired. I wanted to sleep.
I hit him and woke him up. Hehe, after that he pat me to sleep before falling asleep himself. We went to town to shop for his clothes and books. My legs were screaming for help by the end of the day cause I was wearing heels and it was so damn sour(suan).
Took a cab home and slept. When I woke up, my feet were so sore I felt like breaking it. Baby went for his run today. Haha. Piggy boy.
Cousin has been admitted to hospital. I hope you're feeling better cuzzie. Be strong. :)
.Friday, January 29, 2010 ' 4:03 PM Y
I can't wait for class chalet! I can't wait! Imagine all the time I will have with my girls, it's like a so-slumber-party la! Wheeeeeee!
Right now I'm in school, waiting for Fatlips to book out at 5, den I go some ulu bus stop to meet him. Yes, and after that we two will take the uber long bus journey back to his home. Bahhh, guess I have to stand up again cause there's gonna be so many peeps at that hour.
I'm so addicted to my Sandra Brown book. Haha, gottago! Bye bye!
.Wednesday, January 27, 2010 ' 2:21 PM Y
Now my whole body aches. After all the gymming, swimming yesterday. Ouch, it really hurts. Haha. But it was fun yesterday!
Today I'm just gonna stay home and rot, since my muscle aches like mad. And I'm really upset that people have been saying I put on weight. It makes me wanna puke everything out. It makes me hate myself.
It makes me feel ugly. It makes me feel unwanted. I hate it so much. Hopefully one day I won't die of eating disorder.
.Tuesday, January 26, 2010 ' 1:51 PM Y
Today will be an exercise day for us girls! Yay! Like finally. Swimming + steambath + gym! :) I hope I don't throw my face away. Hehee.
Yesterday 6 of us went to Tampines to eat our dinner. Although we finished our project, we came to school on purpose to meet up. I guess everyone's gonna miss one another. I miss them already even when I'm at home. :( I don't want all these to end. I'm afraid. I'm afraid I'll never get to see or talk to them again in the future.
I'm afraid everyone'll be busy in their future lives and soon, I'm never gonna be in their hearts anymore. It's just like history is repeating it self. I don't want my secondary school days fears repeat itself again. I want us to keep this friendship forever and ever and ever.
I wish MP and school days will never end. I don't mind getting more projects and homework and boring lectures. I don't mind stressing out for datelines, I don't mind anything, as long as I have the girls by my side, and I know we'll always be by each other sides and give all our support. I miss it already.
I don't dare to think what'll happen in the future. All I know is that, you girls, will be in my heart forever. I love you all so much!
And for my fatty lips baby, I love you for whatever you've done for me, and all the love you' ve showered me. Thanks for treating me like your Queen darling, you'll always be my mighty, mighty king who loves his wife till eternity.
.Monday, January 25, 2010 ' 4:39 PM Y
Friday was the end of our nightmares. We submitted our projects and reports and celebrated! Yay!
Sharina came back to school for the briefing and we felt so.. reunited(or is it just me who feels this way?) Haha. Anyway we went to Tampines Mall to eat our ice-cream! It was so nice to have 6 of us back tgt again. We had so much fun and joy and I'm sure everyone enjoyed themselves, right?
I took a bus home with Sharina and then changed a bus back to baby's. It was so nice to see his fat lips once again. Hehehe! But this week we didn't really go out cause he's having his exams and needs to study!
i stayed home watching Hi, my sweetheart! I teared when I watched episode 10 la! Lol! So touching. I wanna chiong my way through movies during my holiday! Heeehe.
Yesterday when I sms baby, telling him how much I miss his hugs etc etc, and wished him good luck for his exam today, he replied me this: Thanks baby! I love you too darling! =) I miss seeing your fatty face squash on the pillow every morning leh =( NICE ONE AH SHANE LAU. Lol.
Ok gonna eat with the girls(including sharina) later on at tampines again! Yippie!!!!!
.Friday, January 22, 2010 ' 12:40 PM Y
I really give up on someone. Last day of submission, nowhere to be seen. Nice one. Go fug urself.
Anyway, yesterday I went home and watched "The Notebook". Cried cause it was really so touching! Damn ncie the movie, I don't mind watching it another 10 more times. I don't think I'll ever get bored of the movie.
Today is last day of submission, can see that everyone is chionging their work. Sigh. Hate submissions. Hope everything goes well for the day.
Needa go soon. Bai.
.Thursday, January 21, 2010 ' 3:18 PM Y
I'm pissed. I don't know why the hell the world is so unfair. You don't do work, you don't take the initiative, you sit there and shake leg, you talk big, you push the work to us, and yet it seems like you've done alot.
Do you know that our group has been waiting for just ONE survey and you took like what? 2 fucking days to do? Where were you when our group stayed till 9pm every single fucking day? Why do you only stay till that late only when YOUR friends stay till that late? Are you in OUR group, or theirs?
I am so disappointed. Really. And what also ruins my day is that people are calling me an ah lian, which I seriously despise the most. Nothing pisses me off more than that. And I get fucking irritated when people keeps calling me that. Give me a break people. How would you like it if i kept calling you what you all don't wanna hear? I have feelings, like all of you. So yah, stop it, it's irritating. Stop being a pest, a prickhead.
This post is actually to vent all my anger. I'm really infuriated. I NEED A BREAK. FML.
.Tuesday, January 19, 2010 ' 6:50 PM Y
I don't know if my nose has this alarm thing or what but everyday at at certain time it will automatically sneeze. NON-STOP. It's making me real tired and lethargic and all I wanna do is to go home and sleeeep. Oh gawd, i wanna faint right now. My nose is turning red and my skin are tearing.
I don't feel good. My throat is hurting and I don't like it. No more nice food for me to eat, and eating porridge = no life. I hate eating porridge cause it's so-not-nice-to-eat and not filling at all. It's a fake filling cause you'll get hungry a few hours later.
I can't wait for this whole nightmare to end, I wanna wake up and not worry about being late or missing the bus or blame myself for not sleeping early the night before and therefore, feeling tired. As I am here typing, my mind is very far away and I don't know what the hell I'm typing.
And it's only Tuesday. HOW COME TIME PASS SO SLOW?! I wanna see him. Cause I miss him alrdy. Faster book out la stupid fattylips.
I'm waiting~
.Monday, January 18, 2010 ' 12:29 PM Y
Hello. Hello. Hello. Guess who's back? Back again.
Ok as usual, friday went to wait for baby at his camp, then we went to eat a damn nice hokkien Mee somewhere at Eunos. 1 plate costs like $5?! Daylight robbery, but worth it. Took a long bus ride home. And baby look like a retard standing and sleeping at the same time. His legs were jelly and wobbly when he slept.
When we reached his house, he got prepared and we left for my home. Wanted to catch a movie, but we were tired and he needed to study for his upcoming exam(which he never really did). And I stayed home watching my drama while I laughed till my tummy ached like mad. Baby also wanna watch. Stupid.
We slept and woke up the next day to eat breakfast with mummy. And got prepared and left home for some job thingy. But as baby said, we wasted 3 whole hours of our lives. When my friend was talking to us, I was lost into space, and kept yawning, so it seemed like it was baby who was going for the job thingy. Lol. I wasn't the least interested in it. When the boring talk was finally over, we headed to town to eat our dinner.
Walked a while, and left town around 10. Bus-ed home. Slept quite early but I took 2 hours to watch my drama first. Slept and woke up for breakfast again. When my sissy came home, we took her to some pet shop and try our luck to see if her old cage can be sold, but no luck.
Went back to amkHub and shopped for stuffs. I bought a new hp screen protector and it's freaking ex. $20. LOL. But it's those kind of reflective ones. Not the normal kind. Went back home and baby left soon after.
Me and sissy washed the cage and watched My sister's keeper. Quite a boring show. Maybe it's because it's a different feel when I'm not in a cinema. And I was cutting my nails and painting it at the same time. So didn't really concentrate.
After watching the show, I continued on my drama and slept.
TODAY was a horrible day. I took 5 buses within an hour to reach school. Well..First I took a bus from my house to the interchange, then I waited at the bus interchange. Then I saw that everyone was boarding the bus which came, so I also boarded it WITHOUT looking at the bus number. So I read my storybook on the bus and sat for around 15 mins before I finally realized one thing: " Eh, why bus 25 route changed ah?" Then I looked outside the bus stop and then I knew, I had taken 73 instead of 25.
So the gong gong me, alighted and see what other buses I could take. 854, Yes, and then the stupid bus came. I sat on the bus, continuing reading my storybook and then I got pissed and irritated. Reason: The bus driver drove damn slow. I couldn't take it. So I alighted.
Boarded bus 51 and stopped at my usual bus stop to take 8. Yes, can count? 5 buses in total.NICE ONE NICE ONE NICE ONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
.Tuesday, January 12, 2010 ' 4:06 PM Y
Realised that I've been blogging only in school. Ah, I guess the reason is because I've been spending most of my time in school, and by the time I reach home, Mum will be hogging the computer and I'll be playing with Bogo. (He's been sleeping and eating alot)
Today seems like a half day in school cause the girls agreed to meet at E!Hub at 12 today. And I suggest that the late person will be the one to treat Gelare. Haha. Dian came late! Everyone else was early.
We went to Mac's to have our brunch and all of us felt really full to eat any ice cream. So we went to walk walk awhile and off to Gelare. Hehe. I was too full to eat much so yah, didn't eat alot. My stomach was already gonna burst.
Walked back to the pasir ris interchange and took a bus back school. Lazy to start work, and I'm so not looking forward to tomorrow's meeting with the sup. Dammit. Wodner when he'll ever have nice words to say about us. I don't like him.
It's really sad, to know that's it's only Tuesday. Well, should I even be sad? My project is gonna be due in another 10 days. Wheeee! I hope everything goes well. Please please please, we're almost there..
And I miss you Baby.
.Monday, January 11, 2010 ' 12:29 PM Y
Since I'm trying to drag time, here I am, blogging, cause I've finished surfing FB, Twitter etc etc, and I have absolutely no interest in doing my stupid work. Man, when can I ever start doing my work?! Seriously have no mood at all..
Anyway this weekend was spent well, although I didn't wanna go out because I have forgotten to bring my contact lenses to Baby's place. And I didn't wanna wear specs out cause my dressing doesn't even match well with the geeky specs. Arghh.
Spent our nights and days watching movies. Watch Coraline and I tell you the show is AWESOME. The animation that I'm doing is nothing compared to that show. Haha. Just peanuts. The show is really morbid but oh well, I enjoyed it.
Oh yah, I broke down at night when I was about to sleep cause I cannot accept the fact that I'm turning fatter and fatter and uglier each day. Yeah, might sound crazy, but it's true. Baby tired to comfort me by saying I'm not fat etc etc, but I still cannot believe it. And yes it's all in my mind now. Everytime after I eat, my stomach turns funny and it wants to get rid of all the food inside. Out of 3 times, baby managed to stop me twice. But when he's not around, I find it so hard to resists. I feel so uncomfortable. Gawddd, help me.
Anyway I also watch P.S I love you. Didn't really like the show though, only some parts. I think they chose the wrong actors and actresses. Wanted to watch The Notebook, but I wanted to read the storybook first(in the midst).
Night time came and it was time for my fattylips to go back to his camp sweet camp. So we took a bus there. Went on our seperate ways after that. And when I reached home, I did the usuals; wash and clean my fatty son's cage. Bathed him too. Hehe. Bogo is so cute. Esp when he bathes.
Ok gitta go do my stupid work now, at least try. CYA!
.Sunday, January 10, 2010 ' 7:02 PM Y
I finally found what I lost, I got it all back. And yes, I'm so happy.
We're so gonna last baby.
.Thursday, January 7, 2010 ' 2:26 PM Y
That explains it all. Such a sweet friend. :)
. ' 11:13 AM Y
In school right now with absolutely no motivation to do work at all. I'm tired!
Went to Singapore Indoor stadium yesterday with June and co. WORK WORK WORK! Kinda fun but hot though. Lol. Selling the SISTIC tickets for the soccer match for Singapore vs Iran. Singapore lost, aww.
I was super busy la, while some other booths so slack! No fair. Hahaha. Okay we had cold macdonald's to eat. Seriously need to stop eating those stuffs cause it's fat. And I'm fat.
And I think I'm slowly getting back what I lost. Good thing. :) I miss you Shane Lau!
I think I still look hideous and fat. WHY CAN'T I BE SKINNY? I AM SO PISSED AND DEPRESSED I THINK I CAN KILL MYSELF. I hate looking at the image I'm seeing everyday in the mirror. Kkk, better stop or else I'll go crazy in lab.
.Wednesday, January 6, 2010 ' 10:04 AM Y
Yes, it's been a few days since I last blogged and I'm so shagged! My project animation is really getting on my nerves. Stayed back in school till 9 yesterday with Jiamin and Shujuan. Hardworking, no choice. Haha.
Anyway, my Maya (3d software) crashed, and I thought I could still open the saved file. BUT.... the size of my file became ZERO KB. Niceeeee. Redo my animation, and yah, was suffering from backache and stomachache and all sorts of nonsense. Hahaha.
Daddy came to fetch me after school, so sweet of him. And he brought me to buy my dinner. :) I think I'm becoming a bulimic, I'm fat and everytime I eat I'll feel that I wanna puke. And I did. I just hope I don't cough out blood or have holes in my stomach. Hahaha.
I'm just fat and ugly I don't even have the motivation to go out. I take longer than usual to get ready to go out of the house, Cause I'll be looking in the mirror and whine about how hideous I look. Argh! Why can't I be skinny and pretty like other people?!?!?!? I'M SO DEPRESSED!!!!
And to my baby boy, I still love you no matter what. Sorry for being such a bitch. I hate myself. And I will always love you. I promise to get what I lose back alright? Believe in me love, believe in me.
.Sunday, January 3, 2010 ' 10:43 PM Y
HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR BABES AND DUDES!
My new year was spent well! Went over to Sim's house to bbq with baby's close friends. Had much fun! We played Wii, and Rockband etc. And what's even better(or worse, I should say?) that I've been eating so much! RAWRRR!
We hung around till around 2 plus and Weng Mun sent us home. Hehe. Fell asleep after a short while cause I was really exhausted. Woke up the next morning, *ahem* afternoon at 4pm and saw fatty lips playing his stupid com! Us usual, haha.
Went to eat his mama's cooking and packed up to go Granny's house for steamboat-cum-bbq. Daddy was such a nice daddy and picked me up from baby's place. I love daddy! (Bukit panjang, mind you). Ate like hell and my stomach felt like it was gonna burst any moment. Me, and my 2 other cousins decided to do some "exercise" by cycling over to the nearest Esso station to pump air into the bicycle's tyres.
I, took the punctured tyres and I had one hell of a time cycling. My legs were on fire! But I still made it to the end. When we reached the station, nobody knew how to pump the air. So we had to ask someone else to assist us. There were lots of screaming while we were trying to figure out how to pump the air I think the people around us thought we were mad.
When our tyres were finally done, we headed back to the condo and rode through the terrace houses nearby. Zann(cousin1) had an idea of riding up a really steeeeeeeeep slope and so it would be damn shiok when we were coming down. Shermaine(cousin2) was steady enough to ride up the steep slope all the way while me and Zann had to come down to push the bicycle up.
It was orgasmic when we rode down. Haha, then again, there were lotsa screaming and shouting and laughing. It was nice. :)
After dinner, Dad fetch me home to Amk and I slept like a pig. Woke up the next morning to go JB with dad and sissy. Went there to eat and pump petrol and I bought contact lens from there. It's like way cheaper than what we have in Sinagpore. Oh btw, I'm no longer wearing coloured contact lens anymore. YAYYY! Like finally right.
After JB, dad fetched me back to baby's house(DADDY YOU'RE THE BEST), and slacked around there and ate pizzahut and Dad msged me, asked me to go back to Amk to acc my fatty sis. And this time, he offered to fetch me again! NICE ONE DAD.
Baby followed me of course, he brought he Wii over. And we 3 were playing Mario. Haha, super cute and fun. And when it was 12 am, we went to catch our movie: Old Dogs. Ok, please do not watch this stupid show. Lol. It's freaking lame. Freaking. What a waste of money. Should have watched the Princess Frog instead. Bahhh!
Today we accompanied Mummy to collect her stuffs and went to NTUC to shop for groceries! Yes, we're having steamboat today! Nice nice nice. Came home and prepared the stuffs and ate like pigs. Hahaha. What happened to my idea of losing weight? Booo!
Okay anyway I should be sleeping now. Happy new year once again peeeeepol. Bye.
♥ Sharlene
♥ Loving since 29 Nov 2008