Yes, it's been a few days since I last blogged and I'm so shagged! My project animation is really getting on my nerves. Stayed back in school till 9 yesterday with Jiamin and Shujuan. Hardworking, no choice. Haha.

Anyway, my Maya (3d software) crashed, and I thought I could still open the saved file. BUT.... the size of my file became ZERO KB. Niceeeee. Redo my animation, and yah, was suffering from backache and stomachache and all sorts of nonsense. Hahaha.

Daddy came to fetch me after school, so sweet of him. And he brought me to buy my dinner. :) I think I'm becoming a bulimic, I'm fat and everytime I eat I'll feel that I wanna puke. And I did. I just hope I don't cough out blood or have holes in my stomach. Hahaha.

I'm just fat and ugly I don't even have the motivation to go out. I take longer than usual to get ready to go out of the house, Cause I'll be looking in the mirror and whine about how hideous I look. Argh! Why can't I be skinny and pretty like other people?!?!?!? I'M SO DEPRESSED!!!!

And to my baby boy, I still love you no matter what. Sorry for being such a bitch. I hate myself. And I will always love you. I promise to get what I lose back alright? Believe in me love, believe in me.