Relationships.

Before a relationship starts, everything seem so happy. New love, new stuffs, wonderful feeling, quarrel free. And what's better, you are NOT committed to anything and you can do whatever you want. Noone has the rights to stop what you are doing.

Starting of a relationship, everything seem to go on pretty well. No quarrels YET, go on dates with no hesitations, happy go lucky, still honeymoon mood.

During a relationship in the later stages. Everything changes. Quarrels come and go. Everything you do seems wrong. Whatever you say seems wrong. There's no freedom. You can't choose your own friends to go out with. He decides it for you. And what's worse? You tell him you don't like his friends and yet he wants to go out with them, giving all bullshit excuses. Ya, so fair right. Take for example, when I wanna go to a club, he gives that fucking black face, keep asking "Eh what time you wanna go home".(Totally spoil mood _l_) Oh but guess what? With his friends he said he's going home when the club is gonna close? WOW, Fuck his fucking friends as well as himself. Yup. That's right.

I am sick and tired of quarrels. I am sick of all the bullshit you've been saying. I am sick of this fucking boring life of mine. I wanna give up on everything. Really really sick of it. I know this may a moment of anger. But I am stuck at home while someone is fucking have fun outside clubbing. WOW. WOW. WOW. Nice one. FTS. Bye.