Relationships.

Before a relationship starts, everything seem so happy. New love, new stuffs, wonderful feeling, quarrel free. And what's better, you are NOT committed to anything and you can do whatever you want. Noone has the rights to stop what you are doing.

Starting of a relationship, everything seem to go on pretty well. No quarrels YET, go on dates with no hesitations, happy go lucky, still honeymoon mood.

During a relationship in the later stages. Everything changes. Quarrels come and go. Everything you do seems wrong. Whatever you say seems wrong. There's no freedom. You can't choose your own friends to go out with. He decides it for you. And what's worse? You tell him you don't like his friends and yet he wants to go out with them, giving all bullshit excuses. Ya, so fair right. Take for example, when I wanna go to a club, he gives that fucking black face, keep asking "Eh what time you wanna go home".(Totally spoil mood _l_) Oh but guess what? With his friends he said he's going home when the club is gonna close? WOW, Fuck his fucking friends as well as himself. Yup. That's right.

I am sick and tired of quarrels. I am sick of all the bullshit you've been saying. I am sick of this fucking boring life of mine. I wanna give up on everything. Really really sick of it. I know this may a moment of anger. But I am stuck at home while someone is fucking have fun outside clubbing. WOW. WOW. WOW. Nice one. FTS. Bye.

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! I ish back from HK. And i must say that I had so much fun! Luckily baby had a friend staying there. His friend was very nice to bring us around and even invited us to his home for dinner.

Went to the airport to check in and wait for the flight. Was there at 5am plus? And we were almost late for the flight. Last passengers to board. Hahaha. Slept a while in the plane. Was kinda excited for the whole trip. We reached around 11 plus? I think. I really forgot. Haha. And his friend (Chi wai) came to fetch us. Damn sweet of him right. Haha. Took a cab from hk airport to our hotel at mongkok.

I got prepared and we went out to Ladies street! Luckily for us, Chi wai managed to bargain pretty well with his cantonese skills. Haha. After that we took an MTR(thats what they call mrt in hk) to his place. Ate steamboat prepared by his mother. And ate till our stomach almost burst. Hahah. After dinner, we went to The Peak. Had to take a tram up there. And the scenery there was the s*x! There were Christmas decorations all over the city. It was a damn wonderful sight. Went back after that cause I was darn tired.

Woke up quite late and got prepared. We went to Tsim sha sui to shop shop. But too bad, this whole trip wasn't much of shopping cause of the weather. Everywhere selling winter clothes and I won't need it once I'm back in Sg. Blahhhh. Went to Temple Street at night with Chi Wai. There's nothing to shop at the small stalls and their service is very bad. I guess that's just HK blood. Hahaha. Ate at the stall there and went back to our hotel after a short while.

Woke up, went to Causeway bay. Bought a bit of stuffs there. But all presents. LOL. I think this trip I bought more things for people than myself. Sian. And the streets there were packed like hell. Damn frustrating. I was so scared to get lost. Cabbed back to Chi wai's house for dinner again. Ate damn full this time. I was almost gonna puke. Stayed there till quite late.

Woke up early this time round to get prepared to go to.... MACAU! We went to the ferry terminal and had to wait like damn long for the ferry la. When we were there, we went to the shops and bought snacks, ate the food there. The food there is damn awesome btw. I love their street food esp. Guess where we went after eating?

CASINO! And yes, I did gamble. But only gambled a small amount of money. When I see the people there gamble, I felt like a tiny piece of poop. Hahaha, but oh well, experience! Baby was behind me, warming up the casino chip. Damn funny. Played blackjack and won back our ferry ticket!

I think this was once of the most enjoyable day of the trip. We went to Ocean Park. Queued up for rides for quite long. Hehe, finally my baby screamed with me. (Y) So fun! We took many rides and enjoyed ourselves.

Queued up for another 1 hour + to get our cartoon portrait drawn. And it looked like this....

Quite sian cause it doesnt even look like us. LOL. But it's cute la. RIGHT? Hehe. After our portriat was taken, we went to Ocean Park part 2! Went to take cable car. And it was damn nice! Went to see pandas and played those stall games. Won ourself key chains and toys. Very nice!

Went to turn a lot of those toys machine. Their toys there are like so damn cute man! They have undearwears, high heels etc etc.

It's Christmas!!! Took the train to Disney. Their trains are damn cute. SEEE! Their handle on the train!!

The first thing I went there, I bought the minnie hair band! I think it's damn KAWAIII CAN?!?

Then we took a lot of pics and walked around disney. Ate turkey and corn. And then saw the parade for Christmas. And guess what again? THERE WAS SNOW!!!!!!! Ok la not real, but look damn real ok. And it's specially for Christmas. But there were many people there. So ya, expected since it's Christmas. We took one ride there and it's called Space planet or something. Quite fun cause the roller coaster was in the dark. And there were effects in there. Awesome ok! Took the trains in Disney, ate their food which is damn orgasmic and had a lot of fun. Didn't manage to take picture with the mascots cause the queue was damn long. So forget it. I was damn tired of waiting.

We went to watch the 3D magical show. ..

Singapore's 4D is nothing compared to theirs. Their one really made me feel like I'm in their world. Haha, damn exaggerating but it's true!

Saw Tarzan too! Had to take the raft across the river one. Damn cute. Hahaha, RAWRRRR!

Seeee, I told you we saw Tarzan..

Hk skies were damn dark when it was only 6 30. It's like SG's 7 plus pm. Always thought it was late already. And then the weather on the 4th day was already damn cold. Wear thick jacket also can feel the coldness.

Was the most sian day of the trip. Going home time! Bahhhh, did last minute shopping at Ladies street and dyed my hair there. REGRETTED THIS CHOICE. My hair turned out to be like shit. Damn uneven. Bahhh, and what's the worse thing is that the hair dresser can eat while my hair is in the steam. Walao, I almost died waiting there. And when he finally let me see the colour, my eyes were like O.O WTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I was damn shocked by the colour. The first thing on my mind: HOW TO GO WORK LIKE THAT?!?!?!

Ok what's done cannot be undone, so we went off to eat and got ready to get to the airport. Anyway, their food is really damn nice. I miss their food already! OH YA, if you alll ever go to HK, please eat this!

I always thought the mango pomelo at AH CHIEW desserts at bugis area was so good. But when I ate those in HK, I didn't wanna eat sg's one ever again. Hahahah. It's THAT GOOD.

This is just a brief summary of my hk trip. I did much more things there la of course, but it's very good I can blog this long already. I took an hour typing those out k. Haha. Will update soon!

My exam on Special needs module is OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! Omg, I haven't had the feeling of exams in a long long time. Hahaha, Exam paper duration was 2 hours but I finished up in less then 40 mins? I don't know but I have so little confidence. Bahhh, school sucks sometimes. I was actually mugging for the exams la, come home write bullcrap notes all. Hahaha. And you know the feeling of studying so much but nothing you studied came out?! Well, I was inda blank at the start of the exam, but I had a long daze and remembered some info.

Anyway tomorrow going on a double date with keryn and her bf, and mine of course. Hope all things will be well! Heehee. I love Keryn cause she's a wonderful friend. I'm glad I found someone genuine like her. And of course we can click well! (Y)

Gonna watch 'Hello Stranger' tmr and I can't wait! Heard its an awesome movie. Lalala~ Can't wait to play the finishing game too! Wahahah, shanelau is complain that game is a gambling game. Amk has the machines but he forbids me to go there. NO FAIR.

I am now rotting at home waiting for him to come. The shows on television kinda suck uh now. The stupid drama which has millions of never ending episodes. Kns, for those who like that show good la. For those who don't, FOL.

After movie tmr I am going to baby's to play the new games he downloaded on wii! Yayyy! So long since I last played. And my love is the bestest bf in the whole wide world(except for his irritating naggings, worse den my grandma's)I am such a lucky girl.

Ok random, but i'm gonna bathe since there is nothing to do.(assignments) NO MOTIVATION!

YOOHOO. Hi everybodehhhhhhhh I'm back.

And i'm 20. YAYYY. My birthday was so much better than the previous years. This year, Baby love brought me to a french restaurant at dempsey road. It's called Au Petit Salut. Fine dining! I gotta admit I was stressed there. Cause I didn't know how to eat many of the stuffs. And I wasn't used to acting like a woman there. Need to sit properly, talk properly. Almost cannot tahan there. I also didn't really know which utensils to use. STRESS OR NOT YOU TELL ME..

After that the surprise came. A birthday 'cake' but it was awesome! It was heavenly! I lvoed their desserts! Baby was sweet enough to prepare it before hand and sang a birthday song to me. Hehhh. Shyyyy.

Ohhh, wait, guess where we went? REBEL! And I must say that's the worst part of my birthday. Anyway thanks keryn for making the effort to come down! I love you! Even though it was like for a short while, I appreciated it much. Same goes to Charlene Ng! And baby's friends! Love you guys alot!

The club was horrible. Wasn't like the previous times I went. The music was sucky, I didn't enjoy myself a single bit. Guess that's the end of me gg rebel ever again. I had to take off my heels and step on baby's feet while dancing cause my feet really hurts. I know it sounds retarded. Thanks baby for lending ur feet to me as a dancing platform.

After that we went for supper and home sweet home to baby's.

Another thing. I have changed my teaching class! I'm now a Nursery 2 teacher. I freaking love the class cause the kids are so cuteeeee! I'm enjoying my job seriously. I look forward to seeing the kids again tmr! (Y)

HII, I think I kinda lost my interest in blogging. Too busy, too litttle time. Mummy's birthday is in like 20 mins. She's turning 41! Hehehe.

Sis is getting outta hand, I think I'm almost giving up on her. Sigh so many things have been happing in my home. I kinda hate it. Life is always so unfair.

And I think I'm getting fatter. Losing the interest to exercise. Die. Am I dying? My life everyday like no mood no mood no mood. Even now when I'm blogging.

I realised how much I miss my K2s after their concert on Friday. They did such a wonderful job and I was almost in tears. My heart was aching. I don't know why. I'm so gonna miss all their complains(ok maybe not), their laughter and their interesting conversations!

Anyway, gonna end this post abruptly cause I am damn tired. TATA~

Have been too lazy busy to update. Hehe. Assignments, work, argh it's a killer. I haven really started out on them. Stressed much? Anyway, Rozi's gonna withdraw from the course and I swear I'm gonna miss her like mad! Rozi, why must you leave us?! Nevertheless, I hope you'll be happy with your job and your life now. We wish you all the best!

I am going for Nike run this Sunday! I'm not looking forward to it cause I haven't been training for the run. And Monday is my sports and fitness module. My legs are so gonna ache. How like that? But happy cause my fattywips is gonna run with me! Yay!

We went to town to collect our race pack last week. I drove to town for the damn first time. Pretty scary, drivers there are all so impatient. I almost killed people. Lol, that boy had to nag at me till I was pissed. And the car park there was horrible. Spiral all the way to the 5th floor. Imagine how dizzy I was man. Hahaha, after we collected our race pack we went to clark quay to eat Ma Masion! Very yummy! We are like their regular customers there. Go there and eat their escargot! Very nice~

Today me and my family of 20+ and baby are going to night safari! I can't wait, It's gonna be so fun! Hehehe, looking forward to it. But before that I'm going to have lunch at MadJack with my wonderful classmates and off to Jazz class with keryn zhuzhu! I love their jazz class. Dance dance dance! It's been so long since I learnt dance moves. But when I wanna dance for shanelau, I totally forgot the moves. Dammit.

Anyway here's a very funny incident when it happened after our bodycombat class on tues and both of us(keryn+me) went to the toilet cubicle to have our shower. I was talking to keryn while we were bathing and suddenly we stopped talking.

Me: Huh? For what?

Me: What you say I can't hear you

Me: Oei what you say I can't hear you!

Me: Oei oei oei oei

And it was then I realised I was replying to someone's else conversation. Throw face ok. Hahahaha, so paiseh lor. The ultimate! Till today I'm still laughing about it.

The haze has been pretty bad uh, pray it will be better tomorrow! Many are getting sick. Ok gtg, a pic before I go!